say indeed: I must go; and yet I am not sure
that, when the moment comes, I shall have the strength of mind to carry
out my intention--after we have lived together for twenty years, sharing
joys and sorrows! And to say farewell to the forest with its green
leaves which all day long looks into every window! How still it will
seem to us, when during the entire day we no longer shall hear the
rustling of the trees, the singing of the birds, and the sound of the
wood-cutter's ax. And the old cuckoo-clock there--it was ticking when I
was a bride, and now you too have been betrothed here! There in that
corner you raised yourself on your feet for the first time, Mary, and
began to walk, and took three steps; and there where your father is
sitting, I sat and wept for joy. Is that what life is? An everlasting
bidding farewell? If, after all, I were to remain? And yet when I think
of all the things uncle said might happen! If Robert's letter--William,
please go into the garden. I must have left the glass by the spring, or
in the arbor or somewhere thereabouts.
[_Exit_ WILLIAM.]
SCENE V
_The same, without_ WILLIAM. SOPHY _and_ MARY _in front of the stage
busied with the lamp. The_ FORESTER _sometimes seated in the rear,
sometimes walking up and down past the table to the window_.
SOPHY (_having waited till_ WILLIAM _is out_).
Suppose you find out what Robert has been writing.
MARY.
You mean I should open the letter, mother?
SOPHY.
Perhaps everything can still be arranged, and Robert writes us how. If
you will not open it, give me the letter. If I do it, you have nothing
to reproach yourself for.
[_Opens it_.]
If I only could read by lamp-light. If I put on my spectacles, he would
notice it. Read it to me, Mary.
MARY.
You want me to read it, mother?
SOPHY.
If I give you permission, you may surely do so. Put it there next to the
Bible. And if he comes near, or his attention is attracted, you read
from the Bible.
MARY.
But what?
SOPHY.
Whatever your eyes light upon. If I cough, you read from the Bible.
First the letter.
MARY (_reads_).
"Dear Mary. I have so much to--
SOPHY.
He is getting up again from his chair. Read from the Bible till he is at
the window.
MARY.
"Breach for breach, eye for eye, tooth for tooth: as he hath
caused a blemish in a man, so shall it be done to him again."
[FORESTER _drums on the window_.]
SOPHY (_constantly watching him_).
Now the
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