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ver-refined, and was to him supreme distinction; to search for pleasures for her, as a botanist hunts rare flowers; to save her from the most trifling annoyance, if time and brains could do it;--these things, for three years, had made the charm of Welby's life. And Eugenie knew it--knew it with an affectionate gratitude that had for long seemed both to her and to the world the last word of their situation on both sides--a note, a tone, which could always be evoked from it, touch or strike it where you would. And now? Through what subtle phases and developments had time led them to this moment of change and consciousness?--representing in her, sharp recoil, an instant girding of the will--and in him a new despair, which was also a new docility, a readiness to content and tranquillise her at any cost. As they stood thus, for these few seconds, amid the shadows of the rich encumbered room, the picture of the weeks and months they had just passed through flashed through both minds--illuminated--thrown into true relation with surrounding and irrevocable fact. Both trembled--she under the admonition of her own higher life--he, because existence beside her could never again be as sweet to him to-morrow as it had been yesterday. She moved. The trance was broken. 'I do, indeed, want to talk to you,' she said, in her gentlest voice. 'We shan't have very long. Papa wants me in half an hour.' She motioned to the seat beside her; and their talk began. * * * * * Lord Findon sat alone in his study on the ground-floor, balancing a paper-knife on one finger, fidgeting with a newspaper of which he never read a word, and otherwise beguiling the time until the sound of Welby's step on the stairs should tell him that the interview upstairs was over. His mind was full of disagreeable thoughts. Eugenie was dearer to him than any other human being, and Welby--his ward, the orphan child of one of his oldest friends--had been from his boyhood almost a son of the house. Eight years before, what more natural than that these two should marry? Welby had been then deeply in love; Eugenie in her first maiden bloom had been difficult to read, but a word from the father she adored would probably have been enough to incline her towards her lover, to transform and fire a friendship which was already more romantic than she knew. But Lord Findon could not make up his mind to it. Arthur was a dear fellow; but
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