etty big thing to divide us."
"Supposing it doesn't divide us?" said Mr. Russell, looking fiercely at
the road in front of him. "Supposing it showed me how much I love you?"
"How disappointing!" said Jay in the worst of possible taste. (She was
like that to-day.) "You're ceasing to be an Older and Wiser, and trying
to become an ordinary Nearah and Dearah."
("Oh, curse," she thought in brackets. "I shall kick myself to-night.")
"That's a horrid thing to say," said Mr. Russell. "But still I do
love you."
"It sounds very Victorian and nice," said Jay, wondering if he could
still see her through her veil of bad temper. "But, you know, in spite of
Secret Worlds, and secret souls, and centuries of secret knowledge, we
still have to keep up this 1916 farce, and leave something of ourselves
in sensible London. How do I know you're not married?"
Mr. Russell thought for a very long time indeed, and then said, "I am."
Jay was not very well brought up. She did not stop the car and step
out with dignity into respectable Hackney. She was just silent for a
long time.
"As you were," she said to herself, when she found herself able to think
again. "This is a bad day, but it will be over in something less than a
hundred years."
"You drive well," she said presently, looking with relief from Mr.
Russell's face to his hands. Christina the motor car and two 'buses were
just then indulging in a figure like the opening steps of the Grand
Chain. "You drive as though driving were poetry and every mile a verse."
"After all," she told herself, "the man loves me, and I must at least
take an intelligent interest in him."
"Are you a poet?" she added.
Nobody had ever asked Mr. Russell this question before, and not knowing
the answer to it, he did not answer.
"I have never written a line of poetry," said Jay. "Or rather, I have
several times written a line, but never another line to fit it. Yet
because I have a Friend,--I know in what curious and extended order the
verses come, and how the tunes come first, and the various voices next,
and the words last, and how a good rhyme warms you like a fire, and how
the tunes fall away when the thing is finished, and how ready-made it all
is really, and yet how tired you feel...."
To Mr. Russell it all seemed true, and part of the miracle. He had
nothing to add, and therefore added nothing.
"Obviously you are a poet," said Jay. "You have a poetic look."
"What look is that?" ask
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