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ke; yes, you are right, you are quite right. He loves you; and are you not worthy, my darling, of all the love that one can bear you? As to Jean--it is progressing decidedly, here am I also calling him Jean--well! you know what I think of him. I rank him very, very high. But in spite of that, is he really a suitable husband for you?" "Yes, if I love him." "I am trying to talk sensibly to you, and you, on the contrary--Understand me, Bettina; I have an experience of the world which you can not have. Since our arrival in Paris, we have been launched into a very brilliant, very animated, very aristocratic society. You might have been already, if you had liked, marchioness or princess." "Yes, but I did not like." "It would not matter to you to be called Madame Reynaud?" "Not in the least, if I love him." "Ah! you return always to--" "Because that is the true question. There is no other. Now I will be sensible in my turn. This question--I grant that this is not quite settled, and that I have, perhaps, allowed myself to be too easily persuaded. You see how sensible I am. Jean is going away to-morrow, I shall not see him again for three weeks. During these three weeks I shall have ample time to question myself, to examine myself, in a word, to know my own mind. Under my giddy manner, I am serious and thoughtful, you know that?" "Oh, yes, I know it." "Well, I will make this petition to you, as I would have addressed it to our mother had she been here. If, in three weeks, I say to you, 'Susie, I am certain that I love him,' will you allow me to go to him, myself, quite alone, and ask him if he will have me for his wife? That is what you did with Richard. Tell me, Susie, will you allow me?" "Yes, I will allow you." Bettina embraced her sister, and murmured these words in her ear: "Thank you, mamma." "Mamma, mamma! It was thus that you used to call me when you were a child, when we were alone in the world together, when I used to undress you in our poor room in New York, when I held you in my arms, when I laid you in your little bed, when I sang you to sleep. And since then, Bettina, I have had only one desire in the world, your happiness. That is why I beg you to reflect well. Do not answer me, do not let us talk any more of that. I wish to leave you very calm, very tranquil. You have sent away Annie, would you like me to be your little mamma again tonight, to undress you, and put you to bed as I us
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