her, and they were
hostile eyes. It was almost as though they said: "I hate you because you
know. But don't dare to pity me."
Yet, somehow, Elizabeth found herself not entirely believing that
Clare's passion was real. Because the real thing you hid with all
your might, at least until you were sure it was wanted. After that,
of course, you could be so proud of it that you might become utterly
shameless. She was afraid sometimes that she was the sort to be utterly
shameless. Yet, for all her halcyon hours, there were little things that
worried her. Wallie Sayre, for instance, always having to be kept from
saying things she didn't want to hear. And Nina. She wasn't sure that
Nina was entirely happy. And, of course, there was Jim.
Jim was difficult. Sometimes he was a man, and then again he was a boy,
and one never knew just which he was going to be. He was too old for
discipline and too young to manage himself. He was spending almost all
his evenings away from home now, and her mother always drew an inaudible
sigh when he was spoken of.
Elizabeth had waited up for him one night, only a short time before, and
beckoning him into her room, had talked to him severely.
"You ought to be ashamed, Jim," she said. "You're simply worrying mother
sick."
"Well, why?" he demanded defiantly. "I'm old enough to take care of
myself."
"You ought to be taking care of her, too."
He had looked rather crestfallen at that, and before he went out he
offered a half-sheepish explanation.
"I'd tell them where I go," he said, "but you'd think a pool room was on
the direct road to hell. Take to-night, now. I can't tell them about it,
but it was all right. I met Wallie Sayre and Leslie at the club before
dinner, and we got a fourth and played bridge. Only half a cent a point.
I swear we were going on playing, but somebody brought in a chap
named Gregory for a cocktail. He turned out to be a brother of Beverly
Carlysle, the actress, and he took us around to the theater and gave us
a box. Not a thing wrong with it, was there?"
"Where did you go from there?" she persisted inexorably. "It's half past
one."
"Went around and met her. She's wonderful, Elizabeth. But do you know
what would happen if I told them? They'd have a fit."
She felt rather helpless, because she knew he was right from his own
standpoint.
"I know. I'm surprised at Les, Jim."
"Oh, Les! He just trailed along. He's all right."
She kissed him and he went ou
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