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book. "I don't think so," she said. "Lord Deerehurst offered to take me down, but I shan't go. I--I have some business to attend to." Lady Frances laughed; picked up her riding whip, which she had laid aside, and, coming forward, kissed Clodagh. "Then I expect I shall see you. Deerehurst is much more insistent than any business." Once again her shrewd glance travelled over Clodagh's face. "Good-bye! In any case, you'll be at the Ord's for bridge to-night? We can arrange then about going down to Tuffnell." "Yes"--Clodagh returned the pressure of her hand--"yes; I suppose I shall go to the Ord's. Yes; I shall--good-bye!" She walked with her visitor to the door of the bedroom, and stood waiting on the threshold until the hall door had closed. Then, almost mechanically, she turned, walked back to the table, and with a sharp, nervous movement gathered up the heap of papers still lying beside her plate. As she stood there, in the flood of June sunshine, beside the attractive disarray of the pretty breakfast-table, she was aware of a horrible sense of helplessness, of alarm and impotence. For the papers she held between her hands were bills--a sheaf of bills--all unpaid and all pressing. As she stood there, a swift review of the past months sped before her mind, carrying something like dismay in its train. In April she had entered upon the tenancy of her furnished flat, having already borrowed eight hundred pounds from her friend and counsellor, Lady Frances Hope; and under the auspices of this same counsellor, had began her career as a woman of fashion. In social circles the period and the conditions of mourning become more slender every season. And nowadays, although a widow may not attend dances or large dinner-parties, there are a hundred smaller, more exclusive--and possibly more expensive--forms of entertainment at which she may appear in her own intimate set. Very quiet dinners--very small luncheon parties--even friendly bridge parties--are quite permissible, when it is a tacitly accepted fact that the mourner is, by a natural law, barely entering upon her life--that the one mourned has departed from it by an equally natural dispensation. Under these conditions Clodagh had begun her London career; and for more than a month she had lived--in the most costly sense of the word. Her mourning had been the most distinguished that a famous dressmaker could devise; her electric brougham had possessed all t
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