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who were imposing some heavy task upon themselves, Lina was the only light-hearted child of nature; and she was regarded by those who looked upon her rather with envious than contemptuous eyes. "Ah! could one but be like her!" sighed each one in his own way. Lina, gradually, became less demonstrative and excitable through the quiet influence of the Professorin. It gave her pleasure to be able to understand a great deal of what the Professorin said; but there were many things beyond her comprehension. What does it matter? One must not take all there is in the dish,--one must leave something for others. It was beautiful to see Manna coming in her bright summer dress through the park to the cottage. But she manifested to the Professorin only a respectful confidence; she always addressed her as Madame, and spoke to her in French, the language she had been accustomed to use at the convent. To all questions she gave direct answers. "Had you any particular friend at the convent?" the Professorin once asked. "No, it is not allowed. One must not show any special affection, but treat all with an equal love." "If it would not weary you, I should like to ask another question." "Oh, you do not weary me in the least. I like to talk of the convent better than any thing else; I think of it all the time. Ask what you please." "Had you a particularly confidential relation with any one of the ladies?" Manna mentioned the name of the Superior, and was greatly surprised to hear the Professorin extol the beauty of such a life as hers; that there could be nothing more blissful than to confer peace and joy upon young children, to aid them to become strong, to overcome the trials of existence. It was a life that death could not change, and in which the sorrow of parting and absence could never be known. The Professorin repeated that she should regard it as a crime, to say a single word that should shake a soul desiring to devote itself to such a life. "Dear child, thou hast chosen the right path according to thy light." Manna bowed, and she seemed transfigured. It did not occur to her that the Professorin had spoken to her all at once so affectionately. But now she shrank into herself with alarm. Is this not one of the temptations? Does not this woman praise her, enter into her utmost soul, in order to win her over and seduce her from the faith? A glance of suspicion shot from those youthful eyes upon the elderly lad
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