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wn his brother, and as if it would pay for any pains to comprehend that pathetic and yet adventurous soul. Peter was more than half woman, with his quick perception of what went on in other minds. He understood, at that moment, that the great adventure of all is life itself: not, as it seemed to him, to paint, to love, but to taste all things with this richness that was beginning to be Osmond's, this hunger for the forbidden, even, so it was hunger. Osmond had begun to recognize his own nature, and for the first time his brother began to recognize him. "Osmond," he said, in a wistful eagerness, very beguiling, "whatever you did, I should believe in it." Osmond looked at him with that faint sweet smile upon his face, and his eyes offered hints of ineffable meanings. "Would you, boy?" he asked. Peter went on. It was almost like a woman's confession of her love. "Osmond, you say you think about your life when you are alone. What do you think?" "I think it is full of passions as an egg is of meat. They have been growing while I ignored them. I saw them marching before me and round and round me. They thought they were my masters." "What then?" Osmond remembered how the morning seemed when he met Rose in the sunlight, and touched her hand. "Then," he said gravely, "I was their master. That's all." "Oh," said Peter exultingly, "you'd be the master in the end. You're great!" "Pete," said Osmond suddenly, "is this death coming?" "Is what death?" "It's too queer for life." "To sit here talking like this?" "No, not that exactly, but the sense of things to come. It seems as if life wasn't going to be the same again, and nothing was quite big enough to come after things as they've been lately,--but death, and that's only big enough because it's unknown." "What will come?" asked Peter. He felt at once like a little boy, half afraid, and afraid of his fear, yet with his brother to uphold him. "We won't go to bed to-night, will we? We'll sit here, even if we hold our tongues. I can't go to bed." They did sit there for an hour or so. Peter spoke. "What are you thinking, old man?" "Of Rose." It was not strange to Peter to hear him speak of her familiarly. He returned,-- "I've been thinking of her, too." XXVIII The deed was over. The great emotional wave that mounted, in Europe and America, at the death of Markham MacLeod, threw its spray upon this quiet shore. Letters came
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