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e thinks this is the strangest! When I was in bed and he was about to go, I suddenly went into a peal of bitter laughter. He stopped near the door. "Beg pardon, Sir Nicholas?" he said as though I had called to him. "Aren't women the weirdest things in the world, Burton!" "They are indeed, Sir Nicholas," and he smiled. "One and all, from Mam'zelle to ladies like her Ladyship, they do like to feel that a man belongs to themselves." "You think that is it, Burton?" "Not a doubt of it, Sir Nicholas." "How do you know them so well, never having married, you old scallywag!" "Perhaps that's why, Sir. A married man looses his spirit like--and his being able to see!" "I seem lonely, don't I Burton," and I laughed again. "You do, Sir Nicholas, but if I may make so bold as to say so, I don't think you will be so very long. Her Ladyship sent out for a cup of tea directly she got to her room." And with an indescribable look of blank innocence in his dear old eyes, this philosopher, and profound student of women, respectfully left the room! XXIV The day after my marriage I did not come into the salon until just before luncheon, at half-past twelve o'clock. My bride was not there. "Her Ladyship has gone out walking, Sir Nicholas," Burton informed me as he settled me in my chair. I took up a book which was lying upon the table. It was a volume of Laurence Hope's "Last Poems." It may have come in a batch of new publications sent in a day or two ago, but I had not remarked it. It was not cut all through, but someone had cut it up to the 86th page and had evidently paused to read a poem called "Listen Beloved," the paper knife lay between the leaves. Whoever it was must have read it over and over, for the book opened easily there, and one verse struck me forcibly: "Sometimes I think my longing soul remembers A previous love to which it aims and strives, As if this fire of ours were but the embers Of some wild flame burnt out in former lives. Perchance in earlier days I _did_ attain That which I seek for now, so all in vain. Maybe my soul and thine were fused and wed In some great night, long since dissolved and dead." And then my eye travelled on to the bottom of the page. "Or has my spirit a divine prevision Of vast vague passions stored in days to be When some strong souls shall conquer their division And two shall be as one eternally." We are both strong soul
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