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s very poor pay. It makes a very good stick, but a bad crutch; and I don't think you can expect to increase your income very largely from that quarter! The only author I ever knew personally, sank into it, poor fellow, because he could do nothing else; and, _he_ led a wretched existence from hand to mouth! He was never recognised afterwards in society, of course!" "Genius is not always acknowledged at first, Mrs Clyde," I said loftily. Her sneers at the profession, which I regarded as one of the highest in the world, provoked me. Fancy her calling all authors "penny-a-liners!" "So, all unsuccessful men say!" she replied curtly.--"But,"--she went on, putting aside all my literary prospects as beneath her notice, and returning to the main point at issue,--"is _that_ all you have got to depend upon for your anticipated wife and establishment?" She smiled sweetly, playing with me as a cat would with a mouse. "All I have, certainly, at present, Mrs Clyde,"--I said, abashed at the sarcasm thus directed against my miserable income, which she did not take the slightest pains to conceal.--"But I shall have more by-and-by. We are both young; and, if you will only give me some hope of gaining your consent, when I have achieved what you may consider sufficient for the purpose, I will work for her and win her. O Mrs Clyde!"--I pleaded,--"let me only have the assurance that you will allow her to wait for me. I will work most nobly that I may deserve her!" "All this is mere rhapsody, Mr Lorton,"--she said in her icy accents, throwing a shower of metaphorical cold water on my earnest enthusiasm.--"Do you seriously think for a moment that I would give my consent to my daughter's engagement to you in your present position?" "I hoped so, Mrs Clyde," I replied, timidly. I did not know what else to say. "Then you hoped wrongly," she said. "You are really _very_ young, Mr Lorton! I do not mean merely in years, but in knowledge of the world! You positively wish me to sacrifice all my daughter's prospects, and let her be bound to a wearisome engagement, on the mere chance of your being able at some distant period to marry her! Do I understand you aright? I certainly gave you credit for possessing more good sense, Mr Lorton, or I should never have admitted you to my house." "O, Mrs Clyde," I said, "be considerate! Be merciful! Remember, that _you_ were young once." "I am considerate," she answered--"still, I
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