eve you will develop into as tall a man as I
am. But," (taking a candlestick in his hand and holding it so as to
throw the light full upon our faces) "you are so like your mother, so
painfully like your mother;" and again the frown darkened his face and
for a moment he seemed almost to shrink from me.
"Well, sir," said I, "it seems to me that I have your forehead, your
mouth, and your chin; we both possess considerable width between the
eyes; and my hair, though dark, is curly, like your own."
"Ah, yes!" he answered, somewhat impatiently; "the latter, however, is a
mere accident; and, as to the other points you have mentioned, I really
_cannot_ see any positive resemblance; I wish I could--I earnestly wish
that my son resembled me rather than--Ah! there I go again, saying words
which positively have _no_ meaning. I really _must_ take rest and
medical advice; I have executed several very important commissions
during the past year, and the strain upon my imagination and upon my
nerves has been almost too much for me. Now, I'll be bound, Leo, that
you have noticed more than once this evening that there are moments when
I am not--well, not exactly my natural self."
"Well, sir," I hesitatingly replied, "I must confess that--that--"
"That you have," my father interrupted. "Very well; take no notice of
it; forget it; it means nothing. Good night, boy; good night."
"Good night, sir," I replied. "I hope you will sleep soundly, and rise
in the morning refreshed. And, oh father! I wish I could do anything
to help you--"
"So you can, my son; so you can. Thank you, Leo, for your kind wish.
You _can_ help me very greatly, by taking no notice whatever of any
little eccentricities you may observe in my behaviour, and by
remembering that they are entirely due to overwork. Now, good night,
once more; and remember that we must be stirring early in the morning,
as we have a long journey before us."
And, with this very peculiar mode of dismissal, my father gently forced
me out of the room, and closed the door upon me.
CHAPTER THREE.
I JOIN THE "HERMIONE."
On the following morning, after an early breakfast, we set out for
London; where we safely arrived on the evening of the same day. At the
outset of the journey my father appeared to be in tolerably good
spirits, conversing with much animation upon the subject--which he had
introduced--of my future career. I explained to him that my great
desire was, an
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