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gun to recognise and be aware of. This was a certain vague protective, almost maternal, instinct. Perhaps it was because of his present weakness both of body and character, or perhaps it was an element always to be found in the deep and earnest love of any noble-hearted woman. She felt that she, not as herself individually, but as a woman, was not only stronger than Bennett, but in a manner older, more mature. She was conscious of depths in her nature far greater than in his, and also that she was capable of attaining heights of heroism, devotion, and sacrifice which he, for all his masculine force, could not only never reach, but could not even conceive of. It was this consciousness of her larger, better nature that made her feel for Bennett somewhat as a mother feels for a son, a sister for her younger brother. A great tenderness mingled with her affection, a vast and almost divine magnanimity, a broad, womanly pity for his shortcomings, his errors, his faults. It was to her he must look for encouragement. It was for her to bind up and reshape the great energy that had been so rudely checked, and not only to call back his strength, but to guide it and direct into its appointed channels. Lloyd returned toward the glass-enclosed veranda to find Bennett just arousing from his nap. She drew the shawls closer about him and rearranged the pillows under his head, and then sat down on the steps near at hand. "Tell me about this Captain Duane," she began. "Where is he now?" Bennett yawned and passed his hand across his face, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. "What time is it? I must have slept over an hour. Duane? Why, you saw what the paper said. I presume he is at Tasiusak." "Do you think he will succeed? Do you think he will reach the Pole? Adler thinks he won't." "Oh, perhaps, if he has luck and an open season." "But tell me, why does he take so many men? Isn't that contrary to the custom? I know a great deal about arctic work. While you were away I read every book I could get upon the subject. The best work has been done with small expeditions. If you should go again--when you go again, will you take so many? I saw you quoted somewhere as being in favour of only six or eight men." "Ten should be the limit--but some one else will make the attempt now. I'm out of it. I tried and failed." "Failed--you! The idea of you ever failing, of you ever giving up! Of course it was all very well to joke this morning
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