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lena had once heard. Often enough, some recollection carried him away suddenly from the present and disturbed him strangely. 'What are you thinking of at this moment?' Donna Maria would ask him, looking him deep in the eyes with a shade of suspicion. 'Of you--always of you!' he answered. 'I am sometimes seized with curiosity to look into my own soul to see if there remains one tiny particle that does not belong to you, one smallest corner still closed to your light It is an exploration made for you, as you cannot make it for yourself. I may say with truth, Maria, that I have nothing more to give you. You have absolute dominion over me. Never, I think, in spirit has one human being possessed another so entirely. If my lips were to meet yours my whole life would be absorbed in yours--I believe I should die of it.' She had full faith in his words, for his voice lent them the fire of truth. One day, they were in the Belvedere of the Villa Medici and were watching the gold of the sun fade slowly from the sky while the Villa Borghese, still bare and leafless, sank gently into a violet mist. Touched with sudden melancholy she said: 'Who knows how many times you have come here to feel yourself beloved?' 'I do not know,' he answered, like a man lost in a dream, 'I do not remember. What are you saying?' She was silent. Then she rose to read the inscriptions written on the pillars of the little temple. They were, for the most part, written by lovers, by newly-married couples, by solitary dreamers. All expressed some sentiment of love, grave or gay; they sang the praises of a beauty or mourned a lost delight; they told of some burning kiss or ecstasy of languor; they thanked the ancient wooded glades that had sheltered their love, pointed out some secret nook to the happy visitor of the morrow, described the lingering charms of a sunset they had watched. All of them, whether lovers or married, under the fascination of the eternal feminine had been seized with lyric fervour in this little lonely Belvedere to which they ascended by a flight of steps carpeted with moss as thick as velvet. The very walls spoke. An indefinable melancholy emanated from these unknown voices of vanished lovers, a sadness that seemed almost sepulchral, as if they had been epitaphs in a chapel. Suddenly Maria turned to Andrea. 'You have been here too,' she said. 'I do not know,' he answered again, looking at her in the same dreamy way as
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