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ting my eyes to the distant peril, and my ears to the warning voice of conscience, with the shuddering temerity of one who, in gathering violets, ventures too near the edge of a precipice at the foot of which roars a hungry torrent. 'He shall never know anything from my lips, I shall never know anything from his. Our two souls will mount together, for a brief space, to the mountain-tops of the Ideal, will drink side by side at the perennial fountains, and then each go on its separate way, encouraged and refreshed. 'How still the air is this afternoon! The sea has the faint milky-blue tints of the opal, of Murano glass, with here and there a patch like a mirror dimmed by a breath. 'I am reading Shelley, a favourite poet with him, that divine Ariel feeding upon light and speaking with the tongues of angels. It is night---- '_September 25th._--_Mio Dio! Mio Dio!_ His voice when he spoke my name--the tremor in it--oh, I thought my heart was breaking in my bosom, and that I must inevitably lose consciousness.--"You will never know," he said--"never know how utterly my soul is yours." 'We were in the avenue of the fountains--I was listening to the sound of the water; but from that moment, I heard nothing more. Everything around me seemed to flee away, carrying my life with it, and the earth to open beneath my feet. I made a superhuman effort to control myself. Delfina's name rose to my lips and I was seized with a wild impulse to fly to her for protection, for safety. Three times I cried that name, but in the intervals my heart ceased to beat and the breath died away upon my lips. '_September 26th._--Was it true? Was it not merely some illusion of my overwrought and distracted spirit? Why should that hour yesterday seem to me so far away, so _unreal_? 'He spoke a second time, at greater length, close to my side while I walked on under the trees as in a dream.--Under the trees was it? It seemed to me rather that I was walking through the hidden pathways of my soul, among flowers born of my imagination, listening to the words of an invisible spirit that yet was part of myself. 'I can still hear the sweet and dreadful words--"I would renounce all that the future may hold for me to live in a small corner of your heart--Far from the world, wholly lost in the thought of you--until death, to all eternity"--And again--"Pity from you would be far dearer to me than love from any other woman. Your mere presence suffices
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