FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122  
123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   >>   >|  
ress. There were only Jane and Clara left, and Jane was absorbed in her own family. I sometimes think Clara might have understood and helped me; she was different from the rest and so fond of me." "It was a foolish thing to cut yourself off so thoroughly, my friend." "You don't need to tell me that--but neither can you ever understand how my pride was wounded, and how mortifying it was, after all my boasts of the glories in store for us, to have to confess what I was subjected to, that I might be fit to live among their high-mightinesses!" "It certainly was hard, but was it right to let them think that, perhaps, you had become too proud to associate with your own family?" "Oh, I know, I know, it was a horrid thing to do, and I have been well punished for it, but I felt, in my resentful shame, that I wanted to fly from every one who had ever known me. It was so belittling--so despicable! Some trials make us nobler, and awaken the sympathy of our friends; other excite only ridicule. Mine were utterly ridiculous and common to others though bitter to me. But I have suffered through my pride--oh, how I have suffered!" "You were always given to exaggerating things Anna--beg pardon! Lady----" "No, no, use the old name--I like it! Aren't you the one friend left me? I want no titles from you. They are worse than nonsense between such life-long friends. And what a 'sounding brass' any title of mine must seem to you, anyhow! But we're wandering from the subject. My sister Clara wrote a peculiar hand, plain, large, and straight up and down, yet rather handsome. I've never seen writing just like it--until a few days ago--and after turning the matter over and over to no purpose, I concluded to come to you. An envelope addressed to the Misses Hosmer, and postmarked Portsmouth, England was blown along the deck to my side, lately, and when I absently picked it up it was, apparently, to see my sister's writing before me. I asked your daughter Faith who wrote that address, and she said a lodger of her old nurse's, but could not tell the name--had forgotten it. But she described my sister, Clara Leroy, as perfectly as I could. What does it mean? More than that, she said she and Hope both thought her an American. Is it possible my own Clara may be hunting me up in England? It seems too good to believe!" "It is strange!" assented the captain, with some excitement. "And to think my girls have forgotten her na
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   98   99   100   101   102   103   104   105   106   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122  
123   124   125   126   127   128   129   130   131   132   133   134   135   136   137   138   139   140   141   142   143   144   145   146   147   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

sister

 

England

 

forgotten

 

writing

 

friends

 

suffered

 
friend
 

family

 

turning

 

concluded


Hosmer
 

postmarked

 

Portsmouth

 

absorbed

 

Misses

 

addressed

 

purpose

 

envelope

 
matter
 

subject


wandering

 
helped
 

understood

 

peculiar

 

handsome

 
straight
 

absently

 
American
 

thought

 

hunting


excitement

 

captain

 

assented

 

strange

 

apparently

 

picked

 

daughter

 
perfectly
 

address

 

lodger


punished
 
horrid
 

associate

 
resentful
 
despicable
 
trials
 

belittling

 

wanted

 

confess

 

subjected