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ows of childhood which return; the dream this mock-sun of childhood--and the fever, its distorting glass--both draw forth from dark corners the fears of defenceless childhood, which press and cut with iron fangs into the prostrate soul. The fair scenes of dreams mostly play on an after-stage, whereas the frightful ones choose for theirs the cradle and the nursery. Moreover, in fever, the ice-hands of the fear of ghosts, the striking one of the teachers and parents, and every claw with which fate has pressed the young heart, stretch themselves out to catch the wandering man. Parents, consider then, that every childhood's Rupert--the name given in Germany to the fictitious being employed to frighten children into obedience--even though it has lain chained for tens of years, yet breaks loose and gains mastery over the man so soon as it finds him on a sick-bed. The first fright is more dangerous the sooner it happens: as the man grows older, he is less and less easily frightened; the little cradle or bed-canopy of the child is more easily quite darkened than the starry heaven of the man.--_Jean Paul Richter._ A REJECTED LOVER. You 'never loved me,' Ada!--Those slow words Dropped softly from your gentle woman's tongue, Out of your true and tender woman's heart, Dropped--piercing into mine like very swords, The sharper for their brightness! Yet no wrong Lies to your charge; nor cruelty, nor art; Even while you spoke, I saw the ready tear-drop start. You 'never loved me?'--No, you never knew-- You, with youth's dews yet glittering on your soul-- What 'tis _to love_. Slow, drop by drop, to pour Our life's whole essence, perfumed through and through With all the best we have, or can control, For the libation; cast it down before Your feet--then lift the goblet, dry for evermore! I shall not die, as foolish lovers do: A man's heart beats beneath this breast of mine; The breast where--Curse on that fiend's whispering, '_It might have been!_'--Ada, I will be true Unto myself--the self that worshipped thine. May all life's pain, like those few tears that spring For me--glance off as rain-drops from my white dove's wing! May you live long, some good man's bosom-flower, And gather children round your matron knees! Then, when all this is past, and you and I Remember each
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