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id: "Why did you not come sooner, why?" She dragged herself to him, tried to take his hands. He repelled her. "I was stupid. I did not think. I did not know. I did not wish to know." He rose and exclaimed, in an explosion of hatred: "I did not wish him to be that man." She sat in the place which he had left, and there, plaintively, in a low voice, she explained the past. In that time she lived in a world horribly commonplace. She had yielded, but she had regretted at once. If he but knew the sadness of her life he would not be jealous. He would pity her. She shook her head and said, looking at him through the falling locks of her hair: "I am talking to you of another woman. There is nothing in common between that woman and me. I exist only since I have known you, since I have belonged to you." He walked about the room madly. He laughed painfully. "Yes; but while you loved me, the other woman--the one who was not you?" She looked at him indignantly: "Can you believe--" "Did you not see him again at Florence? Did you not accompany him to the station?" She told him that he had come to Italy to find her; that she had seen him; that she had broken with him; that he had gone, irritated, and that since then he was trying to win her back; but that she had not even paid any attention to him. "My beloved, I see, I know, only you in the world." He shook his head. "I do not believe you." She revolted. "I have told you everything. Accuse me, condemn me, but do not offend me in my love for you." He shook his head. "Leave me. You have harmed me too much. I have loved you so much that all the pain which you could have given me I would have taken, kept, loved; but this is too hideous. I hate it. Leave me. I am suffering too much. Farewell!" She stood erect. "I have come. It is my happiness, it is my life, I am fighting for. I will not go." And she said again all that she had already said. Violent and sincere, sure of herself, she explained how she had broken the tie which was already loose and irritated her; how since the day when she had loved him she had been his only, without regret, without a wandering look or thought. But in speaking to him of another she irritated him. And he shouted at her: "I do not believe you." She only repeated her declarations. And suddenly, instinctively, she looked at her watch: "Oh, it is noon!" She had often given that cry of alarm when the
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