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s of the curtains; to be at one and the same time a diplomatist, a barrister, and a man of action, and by skill, tact, and eloquence render the sternest of realities acceptable without banishing the most ideal of dreams. I bent over the bed, and in the softest notes, the sweetest tones my voice could compass, I murmured, "Well, darling?" One does what one can at such moments; I could not think of anything better, and yet, Heaven knows, I had tried. No reply, and yet she was awake. I will admit that my embarrassment was doubled. I had reckoned--I can say as much between ourselves--upon more confidence and greater yielding. I had calculated on a moment of effusiveness, full of modesty and alarm, it is true, but, at any rate, I had counted upon such effusiveness, and I found myself strangely disappointed. The silence chilled me. "You sleep very soundly, dear. Yet I have a great many things to say; won't you talk a little?" As I spoke I--touched her shoulder with the tip of my finger, and saw her suddenly shiver. "Come," said I; "must I kiss you to wake you up altogether?" She could not help smiling, and I saw that she was blushing. "Oh! do not be afraid, dear; I will only kiss the tips of your fingers gently, like that," and seeing that she let me do so, I sat down on the bed. She gave a little cry. I had sat down on her foot, which was straying beneath the bedclothes. "Please let me go to sleep," she said, with a supplicating air; "I am so tired." "And how about myself, my dear child? I am ready to drop. See, I am in evening dress, and have not a pillow to rest my head on, not one, except this one." I had her hand in mine, and I squeezed it while kissing it. "Would you be very vexed to lend this pillow to your husband? Come, are you going to refuse me a little bit of room? I am not troublesome, I can assure you." I thought I noted a smile on her lips, and, impatient to escape from my delicate position, in a moment I rose, and, while continuing to converse, hastelessly and noiselessly undressed. I was burning my ships. When my ships were burned there was absolutely nothing left for me to do but to get into bed. Louise gave a little cry, then she threw herself toward the wall, and I heard a kind of sob. I had one foot in bed and the other out, and remained petrified, a smile on my lips, and supporting myself wholly on one arm. "What is the matter-dear; what is the matter? Forgive me if I h
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