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s be--as his daughter came into the room to see that he had everything he wanted about him. 'It is really getting colder at last, father,' she said. 'At Thetford, Bessie writes, they have had some snow. And Margaret was delighted because it made her think of Christmas, and Christmas means coming home.' 'Poor old Mag!' said Captain Harper. 'Mag' was his own special name for his youngest daughter; and no one else was allowed to use it. 'Poor old Mag! I really think she's very happy at school, though--don't you, Camilla? Bessie, I knew, would be all right, but I had my misgivings about Mag. And it is in every way such a splendid chance for them. It would be'----And he hesitated. 'What, father?' 'Such a pity to break it up,' he said, 'as--we have almost come to think must be done.' 'They would be perfectly miserable to stay there, if they understood--as indeed they do now,' Camilla replied, 'that it would be only at the cost of what you _must_ have, father dear.' Her voice, though low, was very resolute. Captain Harper glanced at her half-wistfully. 'I wish you didn't all see things that way,' he said. 'You see it's this, Camilla. If I go up to London to be under Maclean for three months, it _may_ set me up again to a certain point, but unless it be followed by the "kur" at the baths, and then by that other "massage" business within a year or so, it would be just the old story, just what it was before, only that I am three or four years older than I was, and--certainly not stronger. So this is the question--is it _worth while_? It will be at such a cost--stopping Bessie and Mag's schooling, wearing out your mother and you--for what will be more trying than letting this house for the spring, as must be done, and moving you girls into poky lodgings. That, at least, we have hitherto managed not to do. And then the strain on your poor mother being up alone with me in London--so dreary for her too. And at best to think that a partial, temporary cure is all we can hope for. No, my child, I cannot see that it is worth it. I am happy at home, and more than content to bear what must be, after all not so very bad. And I _may_ not get worse. Do, darling, try to make your mother see it my way.' It was not often--very, very seldom indeed--that Captain Harper talked so much or so long of himself. Now he lay back half-exhausted, his face, which had been somewhat flushed, growing paler than before. Camilla wound her ar
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