t I have been unhappy all the evening. I wish I
knew what to do. I am out of heart about everything!"
"Only try to mind and heed, and you will learn. It will be a step if you
will only put your shoes side by side when you take them off."
Ethel smiled and sighed, and Margaret whispered, "Don't grieve about me,
but put your clever head to rule your hands, and you will do for home
and Cocksmoor too. Good-night, dearest."
"I've vexed papa," sighed Ethel--and just then he came into the room.
"Papa," said Margaret, "here's poor Ethel, not half recovered from her
troubles."
He was now at ease about Margaret, and knew he had been harsh to another
of his motherless girls.
"Ah! we must send her to the infant-school, to learn 'this is my right
hand, and this is my left,'" said he, in his half-gay, half-sad manner.
"I was very stupid," said Ethel.
"Poor child!" said her papa, "she is worse off than I am. If I have but
one hand left, she has two left hands."
"I do mean to try, papa."
"Yes, you must, Ethel. I believe I was hasty with you, my poor girl. I
was vexed, and we have no one to smooth us down. I am sorry, my dear,
but you must bear with me, for I never learned her ways with you when I
might. We will try to have more patience with each other."
What could Ethel do but hang round his neck and cry, till he said, but
tenderly, that they had given Margaret quite disturbance enough to-day,
and sent her to bed, vowing to watch each little action, lest she should
again give pain to such a father and sister.
CHAPTER VIII.
"Tis not enough that Greek or Roman page
At stated hours, his freakish thoughts engage,
Even in his pastimes he requires a friend
To warn and teach him safely to unbend,
O'er all his pleasures gently to preside,
Watch his emotions, and control their tide."--COWPER.
The misfortunes of that day disheartened and disconcerted Etheldred. To
do mischief where she most wished to do good, to grieve where she longed
to comfort, seemed to be her fate; it was vain to attempt anything for
anyone's good, while all her warm feelings and high aspirations were
thwarted by the awkward ungainly hands and heedless eyes that Nature had
given her. Nor did the following day, Saturday, do much for her
comfort, by giving her the company of her brothers. That it was Norman's
sixteenth birthday seemed only to make it worse. Their father had
apparently forgotten it,
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