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w of parting. "O Night, that did'st lead thus, O Night, more lovely than the dawn of light, O Night, that broughtest us Lover to lover's sight, Lover with loved in marriage of delight! Upon my flowery breast, Wholly for him, and save himself for none, There did I give sweet rest To my beloved one; The fanning of the cedars breathed thereon. When the first morning air Blew from the tower, and waved his locks aside, His hand, with gentle care, Did wound me in the side, And in my body all my senses died. All things I then forgot, My cheek on him who for my coming came; All ceased and I was not, Leaving my cares and shame Among the lilies, and forgetting them."[1] X It is not permitted to a man, who takes up pen or chisel, to seek originality, for passion is his only business, and he cannot but mould or sing after a new fashion because no disaster is like another. He is like those phantom lovers in the Japanese play who, compelled to wander side by side and never mingle, cry: "We neither wake nor sleep and passing our nights in a sorrow which is in the end a vision, what are these scenes of spring to us?" If when we have found a mask we fancy that it will not match our mood till we have touched with gold the cheek, we do it furtively, and only where the oaks of Dodona cast their deepest shadow, for could he see our handiwork the Daemon would fling himself out, being our enemy. XI Many years ago I saw, between sleeping and waking, a woman of incredible beauty shooting an arrow into the sky, and from the moment when I made my first guess at her meaning I have thought much of the difference between the winding movement of nature and the straight line, which is called in Balzac's _Seraphita_ the "Mark of Man," but comes closer to my meaning as the mark of saint or sage. I think that we who are poets and artists, not being permitted to shoot beyond the tangible, must go from desire to weariness and so to desire again, and live but for the moment when vision comes to our weariness like terrible lightning, in the humility of the brutes. I do not doubt those heaving circles, those winding arcs, whether in one man's life or in that of an age, are mathematical, and that some in the world, or beyond the world, have foreknown the event and pricked upon the calendar the life-span of a Christ, a Buddha, a Napoleon: that every movement, in feeling or in thought, prepare
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