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t even _see_ how beautiful he is, much less talk about it." "And I like to talk about it so much!" "You do it to please me," said Garda, gratefully. "I appreciate that." "She tells me she talks to you--I mean, of course, about Lucian Spenser--just as she does to me," he said to Margaret one day; "she has chosen to confide her little secrets to you and me alone." Margaret was standing by a table in the eyrie's dining-room, arranging in two brown jugs a mass of yellow jessamine which she had brought in from the barrens. "Rather a strange choice," he went on, smiling a little as he thought of himself, and then of Margaret, reserved, taciturn, gentle enough, but (so he had always felt) cold and unsympathetic. "Yes," assented Margaret. "What do you think the best way to receive it?" she added, going on with her combinations of green and gold. "Not to bluff her off--to let her talk on. It is only a fancy, of course, a girl's fancy; but it needs an outlet, and we are a safe one, because we know how to take it--know what it amounts to." "What does it amount to?" "Nothing." "Oh," murmured the woman at the table, rather protestingly. "I mean that it will end in nothing, it will soon fade. But it shows that the child has imagination; Garda Thorne will love, some of these days; a real love." "Yes; that requires imagination." "My sentences were not connected, they did not describe each other. What I meant was that the way the child has gone into this--this little beginning--shows that she will be capable of deep feelings later on." Margaret did not reply. "There are plenty of excellent women who are quite incapable of them," pursued Winthrop, conscious that he had, as he expressed it to himself, taken the bit in his teeth again, but led on by the temptation which, more and more this winter, Margaret's controlled silences (they always seemed controlled) were becoming to him. "And the curious point is that they never suspect their own deficiencies; they think that if they bestow a prim, well-regulated little affection upon the man they honor with their choice, that is all that is necessary; certainly it is all that the man deserves. I don't know what we deserve; but I do know that we are not apt to be much moved by such affection as that. They are often very good mothers," he added, following here another of his tendencies, the desire to be just--a tendency which often brought him out at the end of a remar
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