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excitement. "Your proper refuge is in your own heart," he said, gently, "and your good deeds shall plead for you." Theudelinde pressed the priest's hand to her burning forehead. Then she rose from her kneeling position and stretched out her arms. "Command me. Advise me. What shall I do?" "Return to society, and take the place your rank and wealth entitle you to hold." The countess fell back a step, and stared at the abbe, her face all astonishment. "Return to the world! _I_ who left it five-and-twenty years ago! I should be the laughing-stock of every one were I to seek, at my age, pleasures which I long ago renounced." "Countess, you have voluntarily thrown away that portion of your life to which the world offers its best gifts; but there still remains to you that other half, wherein you can acquire the esteem of the world--that is, if you avail yourself of the means necessary for success." "My father, remember that in that circle which you wish me to enter I shall meet nothing but contempt and humiliations. The present generation don't know my name, my contemporaries despise me." "But there is a magic circle in which every one is recognized and no one is despised. Would you wish to enter this circle?" "Place me in this circle, father. Where is it to be found?" "I will tell you, countess. Your nation is passing through a crisis; it may be called the battle for intellectual freedom. All are striving to place themselves on a footing with the intellectuality of other nations--philosophers, poets, industrials; men, women, boys, gray-beards, magnates, and peasants. If they all knew how to strive together they might attain their purpose, but all are divided; each works for himself and by himself. Individual effort is doomed to failure, but united, certain of success." The countess listened in breathless astonishment. She did not understand where the abbe was leading her. "What is wanting in this tremendous struggle is a centre. The country has no centre. Debreczyn is thoroughly Hungarian, but its religious exclusiveness has narrowed its sphere of influence. Szegedin is well suited, but it is far too democratic. Klausenburg is indeed a Hungarian town. The aristocracy are to be found there, and a certain amount of culture, but it lies beyond the Kiralyhago, and the days of the Bethlens and the Bocskais are over. Pesth would be the proper centre; it has every qualification. I have been through the
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