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s old was with them, a blue-eyed, fair-haired child--very beautiful, and as much like her father as a little girl can be like a man approaching fifty. I was not surprised to see that she was, as her mother said, "une petite fille gatee." I inquired for Leonie. "Can you believe that Leonie has not been in Paris since you saw her here?" replied her father. "She is a thorough little provincial. She has been married more than a year now." "Ah, I congratulate you! I hope her marriage was pleasing to you," I added, as he did not respond immediately. "Assez. Her husband is a very worthy young man for a provincial--Theophile Dupres, the brother of a little school-friend of hers. I went down to the wedding, not to grieve Leonie, but I shall never be reconciled to it--never! To think what that girl threw away! Such talent! and to have it lost, utterly lost! It is inexplicable. Every motive that could influence a girl on the one hand, and--But I give it up. Let us not talk of it," he concluded with a little wave of his hand, as if dismissing Leonie and all that pertained to her. But I could not turn my thoughts from her so quickly. Even now, when I am, so to speak, in another world, she causes me not a little perplexity. Was she right? was she wrong? Can one ever be happy in suppressing a great talent? How it strives and agonizes for some manifestation of itself! and when it slowly dies, stifled in its living grave, must not one feel a bitter regret for having slain the nobler part of one's self? But is it not heresy to doubt that a woman can sacrifice genius for love, and be content--yea, glad--with an infinite joy? And why not have love and genius too? Alas! most lives are opaque planets, like the earth on which they are evolved, and can have only one bright side at a time. Madame Regnault was little changed: she preserved the old sweet gentleness and quiet refinement of manner, but she seemed more at ease with her husband, and did not watch so timidly his least gesture. Colonel--or rather General--Regnault had changed more. He had grown quite gray: he was still a handsome, high-bred gentleman, with the same exquisite urbanity of manner, but the disappointment of his ambition for Leonie, the anguish which had smitten him for his children's death, and the great calamity which had almost crushed France, the idol of every Frenchman, had softened and humanized him. He was less like an Apollo exulting in his own divinity
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