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d you all, here, know each other--I see that--so far as you know anything. You know what you're used to, and it's your being used to it--that, and that only--that makes you. But there are things you don't know." He took it in as if it might fairly, to do him justice, be a point. "Things that _I_ don't--with all the pains I take and the way I've run about the world to leave nothing unlearned?" Milly thought, and it was perhaps the very truth of his claim--its not being negligible--that sharpened her impatience and thereby her wit. "You're _blase,_ but you're not enlightened. You're familiar with everything, but conscious, really of nothing. What I mean is that you've no imagination." Lord Mark, at this, threw back his head, ranging with his eyes the opposite side of the room and showing himself at last so much more completely as diverted that it fairly attracted their hostess's notice. Mrs. Lowder, however, only smiled on Milly for a sign that something racy was what she had expected, and resumed, with a splash of her screw, her cruise among the islands. "Oh, I've heard that," the young man replied, "before!" "There it is then. You've heard everything before. You've heard _me_ of course before, in my country, often enough." "Oh, never too often," he protested; "I'm sure I hope I shall still hear you again and again." "But what good then has it done you?" the girl went on as if now frankly to amuse him. "Oh, you'll see when you know me." "But, most assuredly, I shall never know you." "Then that will be exactly," he laughed, "the good!" If it established thus that they couldn't, or Wouldn't, mix, why, none the less, did Milly feel, through it, a perverse quickening of the relation to which she had been, in spite of herself, appointed? What queerer consequence of their not mixing than their talking--for it was what they had arrived at--almost intimately? She wished to get away from him, or indeed, much rather, away from herself so far as she was present to him. She saw already--wonderful creature, after all, herself too--that there would be a good deal more of him to come for her, and that the special sign of their intercourse would be to keep herself out of the question. Everything else might come in--only never that; and with such an arrangement they might even go far. This in fact might quite have begun, on the spot, with her returning again to the topic of the handsome girl. If she was to keep
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