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thing. I am very, very old; very tired." He said no more. She sat listlessly watching the dusk-moths hovering among the pinks. Far away in the darkness rockets were rising, spraying the sky with fire; faint strains of music came from the forest. "Their Fete Galante has begun," she said. "Am I detaining you too long, Duane?" "No." She smiled: "It is rather amusing," she observed, "my coming to you for my morals--to you, Duane, who were once supposed to possess so few." "Never mind what I possess," he said, irritated. "What sort of advice do you expect?" "Why, moral advice, of course." "Oh! Are you on the verge of demoralisation?" "I don't know. Am I?... There is a man----" "Of course," he said, coming as near a sneer as he was capable. "I know what you've done. You've nearly twisted poor Grandcourt's head off his honest neck. If you want to know what I think of it, it's an abominable thing to do. Why, anybody can see that the man is in love with you, and desperately unhappy already, I told you to let him alone. You promised, too." He spoke rapidly, sharply; she bent her fair head in silence until he ended. "May I defend myself?" she asked. "Of course." "Then--I did not mean to make him care for me." "You all say that." "Yes; we are not always as innocent as I happen to be this time. I really did not try, did not think, that he was taking a little unaccustomed kindness on my part so seriously ... I overdid it; I'd been beastly to him--most women are rude to Delancy Grandcourt, somehow or other. I always was. And one day--that day in the forest--somehow something he said opened my eyes--hurt me.... And women are fools to believe him one. Why, Duane, he's every inch a man--high-minded, sensitive, proud, generous, forbearing." Duane turned and stared at her; and to her annoyance the blood mounted to her cheeks, but she went on: "Of course he has affected me. I don't know how it might have been with me if I were not so--so utterly starved." "You mean to say you are beginning to care for Delancy Grandcourt?" "Care? Yes--in a perfectly nice way----" "And otherwise?" "I--don't know. I am honest with you, Duane; I don't know. A--a little devotion of that kind"--she tried to laugh--"goes to my head, perhaps. I've been so long without it.... I don't know. And I came here to tell you. I came here to ask you what I ought to do." "Good Lord!" said Duane, "do you already care enough
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