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r tongs on the lid, he looked up: "Good God, Catharine! what is it?" "I wished to tell you--no, don't touch me, please--this is a mistake which we have made, and it is better to let it go no farther. It ought to end now." "End? Now?" But he was not surprised. The pale face staring at her over the half-emptied cup looked as if it had been waiting to hear this; so that they began the subject, as it were, in the middle. So much had already been said between them without words. He set the cup down, even in that moment folding his napkin neatly with shaking fingers. Kitty did not laugh. She never laughed at him afterward. Something in that large, loose figure yonder, going away from her to the woman he loved, had whetted her eyesight and her judgment. She saw the man at last under Muller's weak finical ways, and the manly look he gave her. "You mean that there must be no--no marriage?" "No. I'm very sorry. It has been my fault. But I thought--" "You thought you loved me, and you do not. Don't cry, Kitty." A long silence followed, which seemed to Catharine like that of death. It was noticeable that he did not make a single effort to change her resolution or to keep her. It seemed as if he must have been waiting for her to waken some day and see the gulf between them. "Don't cry, Kitty," he said again, under his breath. He stood by the empty fireplace, resting his dainty foot on the fender and looking down on it: he took out his handkerchief, shook out its folds and wiped his face, which was hot and parched. Kitty was sorry, as she said--sorry and scared, as though she had been called on to touch the corpse of one dear to her friends, but whose death cost her nothing. That she was breaking an obligation she had incurred voluntarily troubled her very little. "Yes, I thought you would say this one day," he said at last. "I think you are right to take care of yourself. I was too old a man for you to marry. But I would have done all I could. I have been very fond of you," looking at her. "Yes. You never seemed old to me sir." "And your work for the poor children? I thought, dear, you felt that the Lord called you to that?" "So I did. But I don't think I feel it so much to-day." Catharine's eyes were wide with this new terror. Was she, then, turning her back on her God? She was, after all, he thought, nothing but a frightened, beautiful child. "I should have been too rough for you," he said. How was h
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