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was pale. "I have your letter, Arthur." The rector bowed. He gave a start, but tried to conceal a gleam of triumph. Leonard ignored it and spoke on:-- "A gentleman, Arthur,--I mean any one trying to be a whole gentleman,--is a very helpless creature, nowadays, in matters of this sort." He looked formidable, and as he lightly grasped a chair at his side it seemed about to be turned into a weapon. "The old thing once called satisfaction," he continued, "is something one can no longer either ask or offer, in any form. He can neither rail, nor strike, nor spellbind, nor challenge, nor lampoon, nor prosecute." "Nearly as helpless as a clergyman," said Arthur. "Almost," replied the visitor. "No, there is no more satisfaction in any of those things, for him, than if he were all a clergyman is supposed to be. There is none even in saying this, to you, here, now, and I'm not here to say it. Neither am I here to vindicate myself--no, nor yet Isabel--with professions or arguments to you; I might as well argue with a forest fire." "Quite as well. What are you here for?" "Be patient and I'll tell you; I'm trying to be so with you." "You--trying"-- "Stop that nonsense, Arthur. Ah me, Arthur Winslow, I have no wish to humiliate you. Through the loyalty of your wife's pure heart, whatever humiliates you must humiliate her. Oh, I could wish her in her shroud and coffin rather than have her suffer the humiliation you have prepared for yourself and for her through you." Arthur showed a thrill of alarm. "Do you propose to go down to public shame and drag us all with you?" "No, nor to let you, if I can prevent you. Arthur, you have allowed a base jealousy to persuade you, in the face of every contrary evidence, that your fair young wife has lost her loyalty--and your nearest friend the commonest honesty--in a clandestine love. Under the goadings of that passion you have foully guessed, have heartlessly accused, have brazenly lied. Isabel has confessed nothing to you, and I know by your lies to me how pusillanimously you must have been lying to her. Had your guess been right, I should not have known you were only guessing, and your successful iniquity would have remained hidden from everybody but yourself--I still do you the honor to believe you would have realized it. Now the vital question is, do you realize it, and will you undo it?" Arthur was deadly pale; his pointing finger trembled. "Leave"--he chok
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