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Now, whether the act follows its producing impulse by
moments, days or years, the fact remains the same."
"So that a man can tell before he goes into battle whether he will be
brave or cowardly?"
"Certainly: we are conscious of our disposition, of our general manner
of thinking, and consequently can judge of our course of action."
"That would make life plane sailing.
"No, for though you know your own qualities, you can seldom force
events to fit them. As long as he can avoid danger the coward may be
brave, but if danger is thrust upon him, off he runs."
"Of course you have presentiments?" said he ironically.
"Yes."
"And they always come true?"
"Sooner or later. The time is indefinite, but the result is certain.
"Can you predict for others?"
"Not unless I love them: I can for my father. Either you must know a
person well, or have naturally a great deal of penetration, insight,
quick observation. Give it what name you please, it is the gift of
seers, by which they interpret the marks that character leaves upon
face and form."
"When you fall in love--"
"I shall not do that," she interrupted: "I have been warned."
"How? Tell me about it."
"I do not see as clearly as some: I only vaguely feel that a certain
occurrence will bring a certain catastrophe. If I love, I shall die."
"Nonsense! And is that the reason you avoided gentlemen's society?"
"Yes. I was afraid, really afraid;" and she made the expression
stronger by a slight shudder.
"And you are so no longer?" he questioned hopefully.
"After I knew you I saw there was no danger in simply being acquainted
with gentlemen."
Dr. Grey winced, and was silent for a time; then resumed
energetically: "I am glad you have told me this. What will you think
when I say that what you call presentiments are common to every
delicately organized person? They are purely physical; an indigestion,
a change in the weather or fatigue will cause them; a dose of medicine
or a night's repose will cure them. The brain becomes indisposed with
the rest of the body, but to allow such morbid fancies to influence
you is preposterous."
"They are prophetic: I have often proved it."
"Mere coincidences. My advice is to begin to fight them at once. In
regard to my cousin--"
"She has already brought me trouble. I knew it would be so when she
crossed my path the other day. Look at my accident."
"That might have happened to any one. Why did you run away from
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