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rment--torment of the body and of the soul. They knew the blackness of rebellion. But they knew also, or at least were beginning to know, the true essence of peace. And this beginning of knowledge drew them nearer to the Hermes than they had been in the bygone years, than they had ever been before the coming of little Robin into their lives, and before Robin had left them, obedient to the call from beyond. The olive branch was gone from the doorway. Something beautiful was missing from the picture of Elis which had reminded Rosamund of the glimpse of distant country in Raphael's "Marriage of the Virgin." And they longed to have it there, that little olive branch--ah, how they longed! There was pain in their hearts. But there was no longer the cruel fierceness of rebellion. They were able to gaze at the child on whom Hermes was gazing, if not with his celestial serenity yet with a resignation that was even subtly mingled with something akin to gratitude. "Shall we reach that goal and take a child with us?" Long ago that had been Dion's thought in Elis. And long ago Rosamund had broken the silence within that room by the words: "I'm trying to learn something here, how to bring _him_ up if he ever comes." And now God had given them a child, and God had taken him from them. Robin had gone from all that was not intended, but that, for some inscrutable reason, had come to be. Robin was in the released world. As the twilight began to fall another twilight came back flooding with its green dimness the memories of them both. And at last Rosamund spoke. "Dion!" "Yes." "Come a little nearer to me." He came close to her and stood beside her. "Do you remember something you said to me here? It was in the twilight----" She paused. Tears had come into her eyes and her voice had trembled. "It was in the twilight. You said that it seemed to you as if Hermes were taking the child away, partly because of us." Her voice broke. "I--I disliked your saying that. I told you I couldn't feel that." "I remember." "And then you explained exactly what you meant. And we spoke of the human fear that comes to those who look at a child they love and think, 'what is life going to do to the child?' This evening I want to tell you that in a strange way I am able to be glad that Robin has gone, glad with some part of me that is more mother than anything else in me, I think. Robin is--is so safe now." The tears came
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