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t, when Ellen was talking. To think of all that you were to me, all that you did for me, and that I should have forgotten it. Oh, how is it that we've got apart?" "I don't know," said Henrietta; "I don't think there is anything much to like in me. No one does care for me. I think if no one likes one, one doesn't deserve to be liked." "Oh, nothing in this life goes by deserts." "People love you, and they're quite right; you ought to be loved. You did care for me once, though. Herbert wrote--you know, when we lost--'A good cry with you will be more comfort to Evelyn than anything else.' Even then, in the middle of it all, it made me happy." "Oh, Etta, what you were to me then!" Henrietta took Evelyn's hand and squeezed it convulsively. When she could speak, she said: "Evelyn, do you ever think of our children?" "Think of them--of course I do. Do you, Etta?" "I used to, but I tried not to--it was too bitter. The children were what I lived for, and I don't think of them often now. It's past and gone." "Oh, I couldn't live if I didn't. I don't think it is bitter now. These dear boys, they're not quite the same to me as the ones that were taken." "I thought you'd forgotten them." "I thought you had, Etta, and I couldn't help feeling it." "Herbert asked me never to speak about them to you." "Dear Herbert, he is so good--I can't tell you how good he is to me--but he never will mention them. First of all I was so ill, I couldn't stand talking of them, but now I can, and I do long for it. He doesn't forget them, I know, but I think men live more in the present than we do; and he has his work, which absorbs him very much, and it isn't quite the same for a man. And then they were so delicate, particularly Madeline, that I was wrapped up in them all their lives; and they were so small, he couldn't see much of them." "Do you feel that you could tell me about them?" "Yes, I should like to." They talked far into the night. Herbert was away, so that there was no one to stop them, and when at last the dawn drove them to bed, Evelyn said: "I can't tell you how much good you've done me. I seem to have been living for this for fifteen years." They neither of them slept at all that night. Both were full of remorse, but Henrietta's was the bitterest. The life which had seemed to do quite well enough all these years, suddenly appeared to her as it was. She contrasted her present self with the little girl El
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