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cle threw all my senses into a violent and most distressing disorder. Instead of going into the house, as I had intended, I struck sharply upon the glass at the window. Fraser looked up quickly. "What--what are you writing?" I cried out. He got up, came to the window, and opened it. "Eh? What's the row, man?" he said. "Why don't you come in?" I repeated my question, with an anxiety I strove to mask. "Writing? Only a letter to town," he said, looking at me in wonder. "Not a sermon?" I blurted forth. "A sermon? Good heavens, no. Why should I write a sermon?" "Oh," I replied, forcing an uneasy laugh. "You--you live in a Manse. Doctor Wedderburn used to write his sermons in that room." That evening I remember that I said to Kate: "Don't you think Fraser is getting to look very old at times?" "I haven't observed it," she replied coldly. Another curious thing. Very soon after he took up his abode in the Manse, Fraser, who had been a godly youth, became markedly averse to religion. He informed us, with some excitement, that he had changed his views, and seemed much inclined to carry on an atheistical propaganda among the devout people of the neighbourhood. He declared that much evil had been wrought by faith in Carlounie, and appeared to deem it as his special duty to preach some sort of a crusade against the accepted Christianity of the parish. I began to combat his views, and once sought the reason of his ardour and self-election to the post of teacher. His answer struck me exceedingly. He said:-- "Why should I be the one to clear away these senseless beliefs in phantasms, you say? Why, because I suppose they were woven by my predecessor in the Manse. Didn't the minister live and die there? Do you know, Ralston, sometimes, as I sit in that study at night, I have a feeling that instead of turning to what is called repentance when he died, the minister turned the other way, recanted in his last hour the faith he had professed all through his life, and expired before he could give words to his new mind and heart. And then I feel as if his influence was left behind him in that room, and fell upon me and imposed on me this mission." And as he spoke, he suddenly plucked at his face with an old, habitual action of Doctor Wedderburn's when excited. I scarcely restrained a cry, and with difficulty forced myself to go out slowly from his presence. Nevertheless, I felt strongly impelled to fight against th
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