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ersuaded I am justice will be done to my reputation hereafter.--The manner and cause, of raising and keeping up the popular clamour and prejudice against me, will be seen through.--I shall be considered, (as I now perceive myself) a victim, destined to divert the indignation and resentment of an injured and deluded people, from the proper objects.--My enemies themselves, must, now, think me innocent,--Happy for me at this last moment, that I know_ my own _innocence, and am conscious, that no part of my country's misfortunes can be owing to me.--I heartily wish the shedding my blood may contribute to the happiness and service of my country;--but cannot resign my just claim to a faithful discharge of my duty, according to the best of my judgment, and the utmost exertion of my ability, for his Majesty's honour and my country's service.--I am sorry that my endeavours were not attended with more success, and that the armament under my command proved too weak to succeed, in an expedition of such moment.--_Truth _has prevailed over calumny and_ falshood, _and justice has wiped off the ignominious stain of my_ supposed _want of personal courage, or disaffection--my heart acquits me of these crimes,--but who can be presumptuously sure of his own judgment?--If my crime is an error in judgment, or_ differing _in opinion from my judges; and if yet, the_ error _in judgment should be on their side,--God forgive them, as I do; and may,_ the distress of their minds, and uneasiness of their consciences, which in justice to me _they have represented, be relieved, and subside, as my resentment has done.--The supreme Judge sees all hearts and motives, and to him I must submit the Justice of my cause._" J. BYNG. Soon after he had so spoke, an officer came to the cabbin-door, and in a low voice informed one of his friends the hour of twelve was drawing near. He, overhearing, replied, "_It is very well_;" and retired into the state-room for about three minutes. In the mean time the cabbin-doors were thrown open, and the Admiral, opening the state-room-door, came out, with a stately pace and composed countenance: he made a bow to his friends in the cabbin, and speaking to the Marshal, "_Come along_," said he, "_my friend_;" and walked out upon the quarter-deck. Then turning to the Marshal, with an easy bow,
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