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d and arms outstretched in welcome. Oh, I saw the curved lips and outstretched arms, and all the splendid young womanhood swaying there, and I was pleased and all that; but I did not think it too wonderful and impossible and miraculous and the rest of the fond rubbish I am sure poor Bidwell thinks when his eyes are gladdened by his ordinary sort of girl when he calls upon her. What a comely young woman, is what I thought as I pressed Hester's hands; and none of the ordinary sort either. She has health and strength and beauty and youth, and she will certainly make a most charming wife and excellent mother. Thus I thought, and then we chatted, had lunch, and passed a delightful afternoon together--an afternoon such as I might pass with you, or any good comrade, or with my wife. All of which rational rightness is, I know, distasteful to you, Dane. And I confess I depict it with brutal frankness, failing to give credit to the gentler, tenderer side of me. Believe me, I am very fond of Hester. I respect and admire her. I am proud of her, too, and proud of myself that so fine a creature should find enough in me to be willing to mate with me. It will be a happy marriage. There is nothing cramped or narrow or incompatible about it. We know each other well--a wisdom that is acquired by lovers only after marriage, and even then with the likelihood of it being a painful wisdom. We, on the other hand, are not blinded by love madness, and we see clearly and sanely and are confident of our ability to live out the years together. HERBERT. VIII FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME THE RIDGE, BERKELEY, CALIFORNIA. December 11, 19--. I have been thinking about your romance and my rational rightness, and so this letter. "_One loves because he loves: this explanation is, as yet, the most serious and most decisive that has been found for the solution of this problem._" I do not know who has said this, but it might well have been you. And you might well say with Mlle. de Scuderi: "_Love is--I know not what: which comes--I know not when: which is formed--I know not how: which enchants--I know not by what: and which ends--I know not when or why_." You explain love by asserting that it is not to be explained. And therein lies our difference. You accept results; I search for causes. You stop at the gate of the mystery, worshipful and content. I go on and through, flinging the gate wide and formulating the law of the mystery
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