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conversation idle gossip?... Or perhaps you consider me as a woman unworthy of your confidence? I know you despise us all.' 'I don't despise you, Anna Sergyevna, and you know that.' 'No, I don't know anything ... but let us suppose so. I understand your disinclination to talk of your future career; but as to what is taking place within you now ...' 'Taking place!' repeated Bazarov, 'as though I were some sort of government or society! In any case, it is utterly uninteresting; and besides, can a man always speak of everything that "takes place" in him?' 'Why, I don't see why you can't speak freely of everything you have in your heart.' 'Can _you_?' asked Bazarov. 'Yes,' answered Anna Sergyevna, after a brief hesitation. Bazarov bowed his head. 'You are more fortunate than I am.' Anna Sergyevna looked at him questioningly. 'As you please,' she went on, 'but still something tells me that we have not come together for nothing; that we shall be great friends. I am sure this--what should I say, constraint, reticence in you will vanish at last.' 'So you have noticed reticence ... as you expressed it ... constraint?' 'Yes.' Bazarov got up and went to the window. 'And would you like to know the reason of this reticence? Would you like to know what is passing within me?' 'Yes,' repeated Madame Odintsov, with a sort of dread she did not at the time understand. 'And you will not be angry?' 'No.' 'No?' Bazarov was standing with his back to her. 'Let me tell you then that I love you like a fool, like a madman.... There, you've forced it out of me.' Madame Odintsov held both hands out before her; but Bazarov was leaning with his forehead pressed against the window pane. He breathed hard; his whole body was visibly trembling. But it was not the tremor of youthful timidity, not the sweet alarm of the first declaration that possessed him; it was passion struggling in him, strong and painful--passion not unlike hatred, and perhaps akin to it.... Madame Odintsov felt both afraid and sorry for him. 'Yevgeny Vassilyitch!' she said, and there was the ring of unconscious tenderness in her voice. He turned quickly, flung a searching look on her, and snatching both her hands, he drew her suddenly to his breast. She did not at once free herself from his embrace, but an instant later, she was standing far away in a corner, and looking from there at Bazarov. He rushed at her ... 'You have misunderst
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