not, my dear Charlie, from any want of randy lust on my
part, for, especially at first, there is an extreme desire to be well
laboured by the biggest prick one could find in existence; the natural
irritation of the parts seem to be increased by the way in which the
sensual system is affected in that quarter. Former experience has
taught me that it is much better to bear this, than by seeking for
erotic excitement to keep up the natural discharge for twice as long as
it would otherwise endure. Besides which, there would have been a
danger of affecting your dear health. Sometimes conjunctions, at such a
period, produce a urethral irritation very prejudicial to a man, and
such as might deprive me of the delight of your embraces for some
weeks. So you see, my own beloved boy, that in every way it is prudent
to avoid any amorous excitement at such a period, however hard nature
may press for venereal relief. Some women hazard all this, and for a
momentary gratification, run risks perfectly unwarrantable, not only
for themselves, but above all for their lovers. I, too, my darling,
have had my day of imprudence, and knowing the result, I should be both
cruel and stupidly insensate to let you run the risk of what already
occurred."
As she recounted those sage counsels, I could not but remember my loved
Mrs. Benson, whose advice had been of such service to me, and here was
another loved mistress instructing me in further matters connected with
the sex. It certainly was a stroke of great good fortune for me to have
met at so early an age two such admirable women, not only most amorous
and lascivious, but instructing me in the real knowledge of their sex,
and the world, at the very time that they were indulging my every
lascivious desire, as well as their own. Mistresses of their art, no
mystery in love's catalogue of excitements, and of means of gratifying
the same, was unknown to them. But they knew, too, how to inculcate
wisdom for future conduct. I owe every amatory success of my after-life
to the admirable teachings of these two charming and estimable women.
The next night, after we had sacrificed sufficiently often to Venus to
enable us more calmly to resume the delightful discussion on the
various ways of pampering and exciting the passions, I turned the
conversation on flogging; for to take you, dear reader, into my
confidence, I was seized with an uncontrollable letch to flog the
superb bottom of my loved mistress. I ha
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