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[Illustration: "THREE HIDEOUS NEGROES."] "Where does this one come from?" asked one of them, after examining me attentively. "She is a Circassian. She has cost me a lot of money, for I bought her four years ago and have been bringing her up carefully. She is very intelligent and will be very pretty. _Bir elmay_ (quite a diamond)," she added, in a whisper. "Feliknaz, dance for us, and show us how graceful you can be." I drew back, blushing, and murmured, "There is no music for me to dance to." "That doesn't matter at all. I'll sing something for you. Come, commence at once!" I bowed silently and went back to the end of the room, and then came forward again dancing, bowing to the right and left on my way, whilst my mistress beat time on an old drum and sang the air of the _yassedi_ dance in a hoarse voice. In spite of my pride and my terror, my dancing appeared to please these men. "We will certainly buy Feliknaz," said one of them; "how much will you take for her?" "Twelve Kesatchies[A]! not a fraction less." The negro drew a large purse out of his pocket and counted the money over to my mistress. As soon as she had received it she turned to me and said:-- "You ought to be thankful, Feliknaz, for you are a lucky girl. Here you are, the first time you have been shown, bought for the wealthy Said Pasha, and you are to wait upon a charming Hanoum of your own age. Mind and be obedient, Feliknaz; it is the only thing for a slave." I bent to kiss my mistress's hand, but she raised my face and kissed my forehead. This caress was too much for me at such a moment, and my eyes filled with tears. An intense craving for affection is always felt by all who are desolate. Orphans and slaves especially know this to their cost. The negroes laughed at my sensitiveness, and pushed me towards the door, one of them saying, "You've got a soft heart and a face of marble, but you will change as you get older." I did not attempt to reply, but just walked along in silence. It would be impossible to give an idea of the anguish I felt when walking through the Stamboul streets, my hand held by one of these men. I wondered what kind of a harem I was going to be put into. "Oh, Allah!" I cried, and I lifted my eyes towards Him, and He surely heard my unuttered prayer, for is not Allah the protector of all who are wretched and forlorn? [Footnote A: One Kesatchie is about L4 10s.] II. The old slave-woman had told me
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