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but his first words sorely tried her fortitude; she came to his chair and sank down beside it, taking his hands in both hers. 'Vincent,' she cried, with a sob that would not be repressed, 'I cannot bear it if you talk so.... I know all, all that you have suffered and given up ... he has told me--at last!' Vincent looked down with an infinite pity upon the sweet contrite face raised to his. 'You poor child,' he said, 'you know then? How could he tell you! Mabel, I tried so hard to spare you this--and now it has come! What can I say to you?' 'Say that you forgive me--if you ever can!' she said, 'when I remember all the hard things I said and thought of you, when all the time--oh, I was blind, or I must have seen the truth! And I can never, never make it up to you now!' 'Do you think,' he asked, 'that to see you here, and know that you understand me at last, would not make up for much harder treatment than I ever had from you, Mabel? If that were all--but he has told you, you said, told you the whole sad story. Mabel--what are you going to do?' She put the question aside with a gesture of heart-sick pride: 'What does it matter about me? I can only think of you just now--let me forget all the rest while I may!' 'Dying men have their privileges,' he said, 'and I have not much more time. Mabel, I must ask you: What have you said to Mark?' 'Nothing,' she said, with a low moan, 'what was there to say? He must know that he has no wife now.' 'Mabel, you have not left him!' he cried. 'Not yet,' she said, turning away wearily; 'he brought me to this house--he is here now, I believe.... You are torturing me with these questions, Vincent.' 'Answer me this once,' he persisted, 'do you mean to leave him?' She rose to her feet. 'What else can I do,' she demanded, 'now that I know? The Mark I loved has gone for ever--he never even existed! I have no husband beyond the name. I have been in a dream all this time, and I wake to find myself alone! Only an hour ago and Mark was all the world to me--think what he must be to me from this time! No, I cannot live with him. I could not breathe the same air with him. I am ashamed that I could ever have loved him. He is all unworthy, and mean, and false, and I thought him noble and generous!' 'You are too hard,' said Vincent, 'he is not all bad, he was weak--not wicked; if I had not felt that, I should never have tried to keep his secret, and forced him, against his will, to
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