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nted--until--_you_ came.... Now you know it all." "All?" "Every word. And now you understand why I cannot care for you, or you for me." He said in a deadened voice: "There is a law that deals with that sort of man--" "What are you saying?" she faltered. "That you cannot remain bound! Its monstrous. There is a law--" "I cannot disgrace dad!" she said. "There is no chance that way! I'd rather die than have him know--have mother know--and Jessie and Cecile and Gray! Didn't you understand that?" "You must tell them nevertheless, and they must help you." "Help me?" "To free yourself--" Flushed with anger and disdain she drew bridle and faced him. "If _this_ is the sort of friendship you bring me, what is your love worth?" she asked almost fiercely. "And--I cared for you--cared for the man I believed you to be; bared my heart to you--wrung every secret from it--thinking you understood! And you turn on me counselling the law, divorce, horrors unthinkable!--because you say you _love_ me!... And I tell you that if I loved you--dearly--blindly--I could not endure to free myself at the expense of pain--to them--even for your sake! They took me, nameless, as I was--a--a foundling. If they ever learn what I have done I shall ask their pardon on my knees, and accept life with the man I married. But if they never learn I shall remain with them--always. You have asked me what chance you have. Now you know! It is useless to love me. I cared enough for you to try to kill what you call love last night. I cared enough to-day to strip my heart naked for you--to show you there was no chance. If I have done right or wrong I do not know--but I did it for your sake." His face reddened painfully, but as he offered no reply she put her horse in motion and rode on, proud little head averted. For a few minutes neither he nor she spoke, their horses pacing neck and neck through the forest. At last he said: "You are right, Shiela; I am not worth it. Forgive me." She turned, eyes level and fearless. Suddenly her mouth quivered. "Forgive _me_," she said impulsively; "you are worth more than I dare give you. Love me in your own fashion. I wish it. And I will care for you very faithfully in mine." They were very young, very hopeless, deeply impressed with one another, and quite inexperienced enough to trust each other. She leaned from her saddle and laid her slim bare hands in both of his, lifting her gaze bravely to hi
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