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it. CONSCIENCE. Yes, certainly _they_ must answer for it; but will that excuse those who furnish the poison? Did you never hear of abettors and accessaries, as well as principals in crime? When Judas, in all the agony of remorse and despair, threw down the thirty pieces of silver before the chief priests and elders, exclaiming, _I have sinned, in that I have betrayed the innocent blood_--they coolly answered, _What is that to us? See thou to that._ And was it therefore nothing to them? Had they no hand in that cruel tragedy? Was it nothing to Pilate--nothing to Herod--nothing to the multitude who were consenting to the crucifixion of the Son of God--because they did not drive the nails and thrust the spear? O, when I think of what you are doing to destroy the bodies and souls of men, I cannot rest. It terrifies me at all hours of the night. Often and often, when I am just losing myself in sleep, I am startled by the most frightful groans and unearthly imprecations, coming out of these hogsheads. And then, those long processions of rough-made coffins and beggared families, which I dream of, from nightfall till daybreak, they keep me all the while in a cold sweat, and I can no longer endure them. DEALER. Neither can I. Something must be done. You have been out of your head more than half the time for this six months. I have tried all the ordinary remedies upon you without the least effect. Indeed, every new remedy seems only to aggravate the disease. O, what would not I give for the discovery of some anodyne which would lay these horrible phantasms. The case would be infinitely less trying, if I could sometimes persuade you, for a night or two, to let me occupy a different apartment from yourself; for when your spasms come on, one might as well try to sleep with embers in his bosom, as where you are. CONSCIENCE. Would it mend the matter at all, if, instead of sometimes dreaming, I were to be always wide awake? DEALER. Ah, there's the grand difficulty. For I find that when you do wake up, you are more troublesome than ever. _Then_ you are always harping upon my being a professor of religion, and bringing up some text of Scripture, which might as well be let alone, and which you would not ring in my ears, if you had any regard to my peace, or even your own. More than fifty times, within a month, have you quoted, "_By their fruits ye shall know them._" In fact, so uncharitable have you grown of late, that from the
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