I've time to dream."
"Before you must wake?" she laughed.
"I'm afraid it's so this time----"
"Why so serious--what's the matter?"
"I'm going to the front."
"So are thousands of brave men, Ned. I've always known you'd go when the
test came."
He bit his lips and was silent. It was hard, but he had to say it:
"I am going to fight for the South, Miss Betty."
The silence was painful. She looked steadily into his dark earnest eyes.
There was something too big and fine in them to be met with anger or
reproach. He was deadly pale and waited breathlessly for her to speak.
"I'm sorry," she breathed softly.
"You know that it costs me something to say this to you," he stammered.
"Yes, I know----"
"But it must be. It's a question of principle--a question that cuts to
the bone of a fellow's life and character. A man must be true to what he
believes to be right, mustn't he?"
His voice was tender, wistful, pleading. The sweet, young face upturned
to his caught his mood:
"Yes, Ned."
"I couldn't be a real man and do less, could I?"
"No--but I'm sorry"--she paused and suddenly asked, "Your brother agrees
with you?"
Ned frowned: "Why do you ask that question?"
"Because I was sure that he was on our side----"
"Is that all?"
"And I've always supposed he was a sort of guardian----"
"Only because he has always been my big brother and I've loved and
admired him very much. I cried my eyes out the day he left home out in
Missouri and came East to college."
"And you're going to fight him?"
"It's possible."
"It's horrible!"
"And yet, men who are not savages could only do such things drawn by the
mightiest forces that move a human soul--you must know that, Miss
Betty."
"Yes."
"There's only one thing in life that's bigger----"
"And that?"
"Is love. I've held it too high and holy a word to speak lightly. I
shall tell but one woman that I love her----"
She looked at him tenderly:
"You glorious, foolish boy!"
Pale and trembling he took her hand, led her to a seat and sank on his
knees by her side.
"I love you, Betty!" he gasped. "I've loved you from the moment we met,
tenderly, madly, reverently. I've been afraid to touch your hand lately
lest you feel the pounding of my heart and know. And now it's come--this
hour when I must say I love you and good-bye in the same breath! Be
gentle and sweet to me. I'm afraid to ask if you love me. It's too good
to be true. I'm not worthy
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