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the unreal world, would find herself in that eleventh miracle of the wretched hovel? And what an art yours is, dear Priscilla! How you soothed away the suffering by your touch. I loved you better as I realized how that training of yours knows neither high nor low when it seeks to heal." Priscilla thought of the operation on Margaret Moffatt's father, and her quick colour rose. "And I loved you better when I saw how your humanity knows neither high nor low--just love!" "Only toward little children. I cannot explain it, but when I touch the babies, their littleness and helplessness make me weak and trembling before--well, before the strength comes in a mighty wave. There is a physical sensation, a thrill, that comes with the first contact, and when they trust me, as that darling did this morning, I feel as if--God had singled me out! Only lately have I begun to understand what this means in me. It is one reason why I came away. I had to think it out. I suppose"--she paused and looked steadily at Priscilla--"I suppose the maternal has always been a master passion in me, and I've rebelled at being an only child; at having no children but the--specialized kind. I have been hungry for so many things I am realizing now." "In my training I have seen--what you mean. All sorts drift in--to pay the price of love or the penalty of passion, as Doctor Ledyard used to express it; but"--and Priscilla's eyes grew darker--"I used to find--a nurse gets so much closer, you know, than a doctor can--I found that sometimes it was the penalty of love and the price of passion. Those sad young creatures, with only blind instinct to uphold them, were so--divinely human, and paid so superbly. When it comes to the hour of a life for a life, one thing alone matters, I am afraid, and it is the thing _you_ mean, Margaret." "Yes. And what a horrible puzzle it all is. The thing I mean should be always there--always. The world's wrong when it is not." Suddenly Priscilla, sending the light boat forward by the impulse of her last stroke, said, as if it were quite in line with all that had gone before: "There's Doctor Travers on the wharf!" He heard her, and called back: "Quite unintentionally, I assure you. I was waiting for the boat to take me across. I've been wandering about, sleeping where I could. I simply find myself--here!" At this both girls laughed merrily. "This is the place of Found Personalities," Margaret Moffatt said
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