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I do not believe I am weak as compared with others. Never before have I had any occasion to question the supremacy of my will, yet I learned a lesson last night--that I am not a saint. I actually faced crime, and it did not even look horrible to me! it appeared justified. Even now, sitting here with you, I cannot believe I was wicked. You will not misconstrue my words, but--but life is not always the same, is it? How inexpressibly cruel a great city may be with glaring wealth flaunting itself in the pinched face of poverty. How can I help being rebellious now that I have seen all this through hungry eyes?" Her hands were clasped above her plate, the slender fingers intertwined. I was looking at her so intently forgot to answer. "I--I am glad I met you," she said frankly. "I--I think you have saved me from myself." "You asked me my name," I broke in eagerly. "Would you mind telling me who you are?" "I?" the clear cheeks reddening. "Why, I am only a fool." "Then there is, at least, one tie between us. But, if we are to remain friends I must know how to address you." Her red lips parted doubtfully, her brow wrinkling. "Yes, and we cannot afford to be conventional, can we? I am Viola Bernard." "I knew a girl once by that name; ages ago it seems now. A little thing in short skirts, but I thought her rather nice. I believe we are inclined to like names associated with pleasant memories. So I am glad your name is Viola." "It was my mother's name," she said quietly, her eyes downcast, "and I am not sorry you like it." She stirred the coffee in her cup, watching the bubbles rise to the surface. "I feel more confidence in you than I did, because you have been so honest about yourself." "I have told you the truth. I think I comprehend one trait, at least, of your character--you would never again trust one who had deliberately deceived you." She did not remove her eyes from the cup, nor appear to note my interruption, but continued gravely: "I must tell my story to someone; I can fight fate alone no longer. Perhaps I may not confess everything, for I do not know you well enough for that, but enough, at least, so you will no longer suspect that I--I am a bad woman." "I could never really believe that." "Oh, yes, you could. I have read in your face that my character puzzles you. You invited me to drink a cocktail to try me. Don't protest, for really I do not wonder at it, or blame
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