m for
another sun to-morrow. But with Brandon's stronger nature the sun
would go till noon and there would burn for life. The sun, however,
had not reached its noon with Brandon, either; since he had set his
brain against his heart, and had done what he could to stay the
all-consuming orb at its dawning. He knew the hopeless misery such a
passion would bring him, and helped the good Lord, in so far as he
could, to answer his prayer, and lead him not into temptation. As soon
as he saw the truth, he avoided Mary as much as possible.

As I said, we had spent several evenings with Mary after we came home
from Windsor, at all of which her preference was shown in every
movement. Some women are so expressive under strong emotion that every
gesture, a turn of the head, a glance of the eyes, the lifting of a
hand or the poise of the body, speaks with a tongue of eloquence, and
such was Mary. Her eyes would glow with a soft fire when they rested
upon him, and her whole person told all too plainly what, in truth, it
seemed she did not care to hide. When others were present she would
restrain herself somewhat, but with only Jane and myself, she could
hardly maintain a seemly reserve. During all this time Brandon
remained cool and really seemed unconscious of his wonderful
attraction for her. It is hard to understand why he did not see it,
but I really believe he did not. Although he was quite at ease in her
presence, too much so, Mary sometimes thought, and strangely enough
sometimes told him in a fit of short-lived, quickly repented anger
that always set him laughing, yet there was never a word or gesture
that could hint of undue familiarity. It would probably have met a
rebuff from the princess part of her; for what a perversity, both
royal and feminine, she wanted all the freedom for herself. In short,
like any other woman, she would rather love than be loved, that is,
until surrender day should come; then of course....

After these last two meetings, although the invitations came
frequently, none was accepted. Brandon had contrived to have his
duties, ostensibly at least, occupy his evenings, and did honestly
what his judgment told him was the one thing to do; that is, remain
away from a fire that could give no genial warmth, but was sure to
burn him to the quick. I saw this only too plainly, but never a word
of it was spoken between us.

The more I saw of this man, the more I respected him, and this curbing
of his affectio