rop looked up and smiled and said, "What would you have?"
"Your approbation!" -- was the strong and somewhat bitter
thought in Rufus's mind. He paused before he spoke.
"But Governor, really I am tired of this life -- it isn't what
I am fit for; -- and why not escape from it, if I can, by some
agreeable road that will do nobody any harm?"
"With all my heart," said Winthrop. "I'll help you."
"Well? --"
"Well --"
"You think this is not such a one?"
"The first step in it being a stumble."
"To whom would it bring harm, Governor?"
"The head must lower when the foot stumbles," said Winthrop.
"That is one harm."
"But you are begging the question!" said Rufus a little
impatiently.
"And you have granted it."
"I haven't!" said Rufus. "I don't see it. I don't see the
stumbling or the lowering. I should not feel myself lowered by
marrying a fine woman, and I hope she would not feel her own
self-respect injured by marrying me."
"You will not stand so high upon her money-bags as upon your
own feet."
"Why not have the advantage of both?"
"You cannot. People always sit down upon money-bags. The only
exception is in the case of money-bags they have filled
themselves."
Rufus looked at Winthrop's book for three minutes in silence.
"Well, why not then take at once the ease, for which the
alternative is a long striving?"
"If you can. But the long striving is not the whole of the
alternative; with that you lose the fruits of the striving --
all that makes ease worth having."
"But I should not relinquish them," said Rufus. "I shall not
sit down upon my money-bags."
"They are not _your_ money-bags."
"They will be -- if I prove successful."
"And how will you prove successful?"
"Why!" -- said Rufus, -- "what a question! --"
"I wish you would answer it nevertheless -- not to me, but to
yourself."
Whether Rufus did or not, the answer never came out. He paced
the floor again; several times made ready to speak, and then
checked himself.
"So you are entirely against me, --" he said at length.
"I am not against you, Will; -- I am _for_ you."
"You don't approve of my plan."
"No --I do not."
"I wish you would say why."
"I hardly need," said Winthrop with a smile. "You have said it
all to yourself."
"Notwithstanding which assumption, I should like to hear you
say it."
"For the greater ease of attack and defence?"
"If you please. For anything."
"What do you want me to d
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