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rop looked up and smiled and said, "What would you have?" "Your approbation!" -- was the strong and somewhat bitter thought in Rufus's mind. He paused before he spoke. "But Governor, really I am tired of this life -- it isn't what I am fit for; -- and why not escape from it, if I can, by some agreeable road that will do nobody any harm?" "With all my heart," said Winthrop. "I'll help you." "Well? --" "Well --" "You think this is not such a one?" "The first step in it being a stumble." "To whom would it bring harm, Governor?" "The head must lower when the foot stumbles," said Winthrop. "That is one harm." "But you are begging the question!" said Rufus a little impatiently. "And you have granted it." "I haven't!" said Rufus. "I don't see it. I don't see the stumbling or the lowering. I should not feel myself lowered by marrying a fine woman, and I hope she would not feel her own self-respect injured by marrying me." "You will not stand so high upon her money-bags as upon your own feet." "Why not have the advantage of both?" "You cannot. People always sit down upon money-bags. The only exception is in the case of money-bags they have filled themselves." Rufus looked at Winthrop's book for three minutes in silence. "Well, why not then take at once the ease, for which the alternative is a long striving?" "If you can. But the long striving is not the whole of the alternative; with that you lose the fruits of the striving -- all that makes ease worth having." "But I should not relinquish them," said Rufus. "I shall not sit down upon my money-bags." "They are not _your_ money-bags." "They will be -- if I prove successful." "And how will you prove successful?" "Why!" -- said Rufus, -- "what a question! --" "I wish you would answer it nevertheless -- not to me, but to yourself." Whether Rufus did or not, the answer never came out. He paced the floor again; several times made ready to speak, and then checked himself. "So you are entirely against me, --" he said at length. "I am not against you, Will; -- I am _for_ you." "You don't approve of my plan." "No --I do not." "I wish you would say why." "I hardly need," said Winthrop with a smile. "You have said it all to yourself." "Notwithstanding which assumption, I should like to hear you say it." "For the greater ease of attack and defence?" "If you please. For anything." "What do you want me to d
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