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"We are only two, and have known each other to-day and yesterday. But they, you said, are as many as the stars, and have been together many yesterdays." Such was the woman's unclinched argument, leaving her listener to draw the inference. He would not forestall her enlightenment from the grim page of his own experience. But do not many pure and loving souls pass through the world without once noticing how bad most of the roads are, and how vexed the climates? So might not the earthly heaven of Gnulemah's imagination tenderly blind her to the unheavenly earth of Balder's knowledge? Through his abstraction Balder felt on his hand a touch soft as the flowing of a breath, yet pregnant of indefinite apprehension. When two clouds meet, there is a hush and calm; but the first seeming-trifling lightning-flash brings on the storm whereby earth's face is altered. So Balder, full-charged as the thunder-cloud, awaited fearfully the first vivid word which should light the way for those he had resolved to speak. "I see you with my open eyes, Balder, and touch you and hear you. Is this the end I thought would come? Balder, are you greatest?" With full trust she appealed to him to testify concerning himself. This was the seriousness he had marked beneath the smile. "Are you content it should be so?" She plucked a blade of grass and tied it in a knot, and began, drawing a trembling breath between each few words,-- "O Balder,--if I must kneel to you as to the last and greatest of all,--if there is nothing too holy to be seen and touched,--if there is no Presence too sublime for me to comprehend--" "What then?" asked he, meeting her troubled look with a strong, cheerful glance. "Then the world is less beautiful than I thought it; the sun is less bright, and I am no more pleasing to myself." Tears began to flow down her noble cheeks; but Balder's eyes grew brighter, seeing which, Gnulemah was encouraged to continue. "How could I be happy? for either must I draw myself apart from you--O Balder!--or else live as your equal, and so degrade you; for I am not a goddess!" "Then there are no goddesses on earth, nor gods! Gnulemah, you need not shrink from me for that." The beautiful woman smiled through her sparkling eyelashes. She could love and reverence the man who, as a deity, bewildered and disappointed her. But was the intuition therefore false which had revealed to her the grand conception of a supreme, eternal
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