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During eleven months of every year it would have been possible--- although I considered it undesirable--for her to have appeared in public unveiled. She possessed features of perfect _Ancient Egyptian regularity_. I emphasize the point. Her eyes, during the day, were those of a handsome native woman--almond-shaped and of a wonderful amber color. At night they appeared green. Of her fingers, toes, and the peculiar formation of certain teeth I have spoken at length (_another reference to a deleted passage_). I will deal, now, with those manifestations which proclaimed themselves during the Sothic month of each year formerly associated with the Feast of Bast. At such times, which I always dreaded, and with good cause, her innate love of admiration became so excessive as to approach nearly to mania. She hungered for homage, for praise--I had almost said for adoration. What I may term, for convenience, the _psychic_ side of her hybrid mentality at these periods undoubtedly bordered closely upon true insanity; and learning from the Eurasian nurse to whom I have referred the whole history of her birth, my charge, to whom I had given the name of Nahemah (students will recognize its significance), began to display even more marked evidence of a sort of monomania. Bast, the cat-goddess, became an obsession with her, and she finally conceived the idea that the attributes of that mystical and partly-understood deity were active within her; that she was Bast, re-born. And, certainly, during one month of every year, her condition closely resembled that which was termed in the Middle Ages "possession." At such times, moreover (a phenomenon with which I have dealt at length in my work on the subject), she evinced an antipathy towards the whole of the _canine_ species which was reciprocated in a singular way. Thus, when, contrary to my express orders, she has wandered abroad during the Sothic period, I have been enabled to trace her movements by the progressive howling of dogs. Since I had enjoined the nurse to be silent upon all things bearing upon Nahemah's birth, I was enraged at this breach of faith and sent the woman away. But a new situation had been created which I found myself called upon immediately to face. Nahemah demanded news of her family. As I have made sufficiently evident, it was often difficult, if not impossible, to thwart the desires of my protegee. To condense into a few words a matter which occasio
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