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arious charitable societies, it cannot be that he will long be depressed. He will work his way back to his old position, or even a higher one." Marcia shook her head doubtfully. She had not heard the rumors affecting her brother's integrity, but she saw that his manly resolution was gone, that he was vascillating, broken-spirited, and needed but little more trouble to make him imbecile. "I was thinking of a case of conscience, as I came here," said Greenleaf. "It was, How far a promise is binding, when it involves a lasting and irretrievable wrong in its fulfilment." Marcia looked at him in dumb astonishment. He continued:-- "Suppose that you were to find, by-and-by, that your affections had cooled towards me,--that you discovered incompatabilities of taste and temper,--that you felt sure a true union of souls was impossible,--that marriage would be only a mockery?" "Dear George, how you frighten me! Why do you ask such dreadful questions in such a solemn way? You know I love you, heart and soul." "But consider the question as an abstract one. I ask you only to suppose the case. Should you thrust conscience into the cellar, stifle its outcries, and give your consent to a profanation of holy wedlock?" "I can't suppose the case. And I don't see the use of torturing one's self with imaginary evils. The real troubles of life are quite enough to bear." "I know such a case. I know a man who has to decide it. It is not a light matter for any man, and his is a soul as sensitive as God ever made. He was betrothed to a woman every way worthy; he loved her sincerely. His chief fault, and a serious one it is, came from his susceptibility to fresh impressions. The pleasure of the present had more power over him than any recollections of the past. The influence of the living woman at his side was greater, for the moment, than that of any absent love. In an evil hour, he committed himself to another. She was, doubtless, formed to inspire his passion and to return it. But he was not free, and had no right to linger on forbidden ground. For weeks, nay, months, he lived this false and wicked life, of a different mind every day, and lacking the courage to meet the difficulty. At last he became sure that his love belonged where his faith was due,--that, if he would not live a wretched hypocrite, he must humble himself to confess his criminal weakness, and return to his first engagement." He paused; he might well do so. M
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