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e deserter that could not even desert in silence--hot against his dupes. Then suddenly words came to me--they have come to me before, they burn up the very heart and marrow in me--"_Who is he that saith, and it cometh to pass, and the Lord commandeth it not?_" There they were in my ears, written on the walls--the air----' The hand dropped from Robert's arm. A dull look of defeat, of regret, darkened the gleaming eyes. They were standing in a quiet deserted street, but through a side-opening the lights, the noise, the turbulence of the open-air market came drifting to them through the rainy atmosphere which blurred and magnified everything. 'Ay, after days and nights in His most blessed sanctuary,' Newcome resumed slowly, 'I came, by His commission, as I thought, to fight His battle, with a traitor! And at the last moment His strength, which was in me, went from me. I sat there dumb; His hand was heavy upon me. His will be done!' The voice sank; the priest drew his thin, shaking hand across his eyes, as though the awe of a mysterious struggle were still upon him. Then he turned again to Elsmere, his face softening, radiating. 'Elsmere, take the sign, the message! I thought it was given to me to declare the Lord's wrath. Instead, He sends you once more by me, even now--even fresh from this new defiance of His mercy, the tender offer of His grace! He lies at rest to-night, my brother'--what sweetness in the low vibrating tones! 'after all the anguish. Let me draw you down on your knees beside Him. It is you, you, who have helped to drive in the nails, to embitter the agony! It is you who in His loneliness have been robbing Him of the souls that should be his! It is you who have been doing your utmost to make His cross and passion of no effect. Oh, let it break your heart to think of it! Watch by Him to-night, my friend, my brother, and to-morrow let the risen Lord reclaim his own!' Never had Robert seen any mortal face so persuasively beautiful; never surely did saint or ascetic plead with a more penetrating gentleness. After the storm of those opening words the change was magical. The tears stood in Elsmere's eyes. But his quick insight, in spite of himself, divined the subtle natural facts behind the outburst, the strained physical state, the irritable brain--all the consequences of a long defiance of physical and mental law. The priest repelled him, the man drew him like a magnet. 'What can I say to you, Ne
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