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r in his powerful arms and had given her a man's assurance: "I mean that you're to have all the help you want--that you're to look to me for your strength." She reasoned shrewdly: Harboro wasn't the sort of man people would tell things to--about her. They would know what to expect: intense passion, swift punishment. And yet as she watched Antonia go away down the road, suggesting supine submission rather than a friend in need, her heart failed her. Had she done wisely? Fectnor had never stepped aside for any man. He seemed actually to believe that none must deny him the things he wanted. He seemed an insane creature when you thwarted him. There was something terrible about his rages. She imagined seemingly impossible things: that Fectnor would come to the house--perhaps while Harboro was there. He might kill Harboro. Alas, the evil she had done in those other days loomed before her now in its true light: not merely as evil deeds, definitely ended with their commission, but as fearful forces that went on existing, to visit her again and destroy her. She began to hope that Fectnor would actually come to her--now, before Harboro came home. At the worst she might save Harboro, and there was even a chance that she could make Fectnor see her position as she saw it--that she could persuade him to be merciful to her. Surely for the sake of security and peace in all the years that lay before her.... A definite purpose dawned in her eyes. She went to her room and began deliberately to choose her most becoming street costume. She was ready to go out when Antonia returned. "Did you find him?" she asked. Yes, the old woman had found him and delivered the message. He had sent no word in return; he had only glared at the bearer of the message and had cursed her. "Well, never mind," said Sylvia soothingly. It occurred to her that it must be a sad thing to be an old woman, and a Mexican, and to have to serve as the wire over which the electric current flowed--and to feel only the violence of the current without comprehending the words it carried. And now to find Fectnor--for this was what she meant to do. She would see him on the street, where publicity would protect her, even if there were no friends to take her part. She would see him on the street and explain why she could not meet him any more, why he must not ask it. Certainly it would not look very well for her to be seen talking to him; but she could not h
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